sowee ppl

soooo soweee ppl abt my dead blog well cuz my finals are arriving soon & i gt 2 study so i gt 2 AFK my blog 4 a mean time but after next week, i will b back blogging agn & will b uploading pics so till thn cya ppl~~

& i will b blogging more korean blogs aite & preview of my songs tat i made hahaXD in korean~~

n b4 i 4get i wanna wish my mei yee munn happy bdayyy as her bday is 1 more day frm 2day hahaXD & i will b seeing her on friday at my old school hahaXD

i m having a feeling for smn1 & just picking up the courage 2 say it out

누구를 위한 나의 감각 (my feelings for someone)

사랑은 일어날 때 그러나 틀리게 때 마술 이어, 여자 친구가 있고을 & 그녀를 위해 떨어져 보여주골 그러나 항상 거기 있을에 관하여 아니고 & 항상 아닐 그녀를 인도할 그녀의 기어오를 빛이 누구를 사랑할 쓴 환약으로 괴로울 수 있을 그러나 그녀가 당신을 위해 후에 넘어지는지 모를 누구를 위해 떨어질

love is magic when it happens but when did wrongly, it can be painful as a bitter pill, loving someone isn't about having a girlfriend & showing off but always being there for her & always be her shinning light to guide her,falling for someone but don't know if she falls for you back

나는 저와 당신 없이 나의 생활에서 당신, 그것 없이 항상 다만 더 이상 느끼지 않는다 동일을 여기에서 혼자 느끼고 있다. 나는 다만 나의 실패 후에 당신에게 3개의 단어를 지나서 말하는 용기가 없다. 다만 더 이상 맞게 느끼지 않는다 그러나 나는 우리가 보고 그것을인 다만 감각 고르는 일부터 당신을 위한 감각이 있다 그러나 그것 성장한다 그러나 끝에 정당하다 이젠 그만 아닙니다

i am always feeling alone without you in my life, it just don't feel the same anymore without you here with me. I just don't have the courage to say the three words to you after my fail past.It just don't feel right anymore but i do have feelings for you since the day we saw each other and even it was just a feeling but it grow didn't it but it is just not enough at the end

지금 나는 다만 무엇을 당신 없이 더 이상 하기 위하여 모른다. 매일 밤마다 나가 잘 때, 나는 저에게 미소해 당신과 함께 이어 저희의 모든 행복한 시간의 꿈꾼다 그러나 모든 정당한 기억이고 당신이 같은 저를 위한 당신의 감각이 아래로 죽는 동일을 더 이상 지금 느끼지 않으며 재에 전소하지 않는다는 것을 나는 짐작한다. 그러나 좋은 뛰기이고 나는 이 8 달 내내 저 이곤 및 저를 돌보기를 당신을 감사한다. 그러나 나는 저 is is를과 나가 오른쪽으로 이동해야 한ㄴ다는 것을 짐작하는가? … 왜 나가 당신을 위해 사랑에 빠진….응답은이었다 당신이었다 저를 위해 맞은 것…

now i just don't know what to do anymore without you. Every night when i sleep, i dream of you smiling at me and all the happy times of us being together but it is all just memories and i guess you don't feel the same anymore right now as your feelings for me dies down and burn down to ashes. But it was a good run and i thank you for being with me throughout this 8 months and taking care of me. But i guess that's is it and i must move on right?... Why i have fallen in love for you....the answer was you was the right one for me...

day 3 i guess

well nt much dis morning except chatting wif candy abt clothes XD haha & which brand is better & also replied all my fs comments alsoXD

well 2 of my mei's: shirley & joslyn are heading 2 1u 4 an outing enjoy orh meimei~~
& suppose 2 go 2 Sunway wif jovy but sadly can't cuz my freaking lecturer suddently say last min gt classs gahhhh i hate last min stuff ahhhhh kill me T.T

but will b heading out wif jovy around 3 weeks time whn i m having my semester break hahaXD wait 4 me yah jovy lolz & will b ice skaiting agn after hw long ermm ermm 1 year ++? XD haha looks lyk i m gonna slam in2 those walls agn lolz haha which me luck T.T ggg all the way haha well i shall blog abt ytd thn haha

Well just finish my exam ytd which is abt 15 hours ago i guess haha count urself frm 1pm till nw lolz after tat decided 2 head 2 1u 2 destress after exam wif friends hu part of the reason is also 2 teman me after the loss of my gf thks so much guys 4 caring u guys knw hu u r=)

after deciding hu sit hu's car, FYI i m currently under band frm driving cuz of getting 2 saman ticketXD esshhhhhh =X skipppppp(avoiding grandmother story on y did i get the ticket)

well we all went bowling 1st which was fun considering we all suck at bowling cuz we haven bowled in abt a few monthsXD haha & yesshhhhh i won by alot surprisingly yesssssshhhh 148 was my final score haha beat tat~~~
the day was also made more funnier wif john many times throw the ball straight in2 the longkang hmmm but didn't he say he was a pro =X haha fun still lolz skippppppppppppppp( gonna avoid talking the usual stuff haha cinema arcade bla bla bla)

Then while was walking dwn frm the cinema, i saw her....my ex-gf hu i recently broke up wif....
everything went in2 s.l.o.w.m.o.t.i.o.n. thn i saw her...her freaking mum hu broke us up...
but my ex looks happy frm the sad face i saw her when she broke up... well if she is happy thn i m also but b4 anything can happen, my friends bring me away frm there 2 avoid anything frm happening well mayb it is also a good thing cuz i just dunno wat 2 do anymore....

well after tat fun filled & mix reaction day in 1u, i went back home wif a mixed heart but i knw i gt 2 cheer up ryt left all the memories behind... thks guys anyway 4 helping me in everything
well chioz 4 nw will update soon agn~~ byeeee

i hav picked up all the pieces but m lost in mending it back 2 a heart agn as it keeps on fallling off..

it's my life~~

well kudos 2 Lin Dan 4 Winning the badminton Olimpic gold medal 4 male singles & also congrats 2 Lee Chong Wei 4 getting Malaysia a Silver medal & alltho Lee Chong Wei did nt play tat well but he did well 2 reach the finals.

well currently chatting wif jovy & jaycee & they been a big help in helping me overcome my current pain> thks so much guys.
but i knw dis pain won't go off easily cuz being wif smn1 u like & ltr breaking up is nt an easy thing 2 overcome....

life 2 some is being happy wif wat they hav, smn ppl think tat life is useless without being wif smn1 u love but 4 me i think it is a lil bit of both as alltho being wif smn1 u love but she dun love u it is wat ppl say one sided love. but ppl tend 2 4get 1 sided love will eventually end unhappily

but it is all 2 late nw ryt cuz she is gone & lefted packed away.

but frm dis i learn tat 2 love smn1 goin all out is the onli way 2 win her heart as 4 me i tried my best but it is just nt enuf

picking up the pieces of my heart tat shatter to a million pieces when u left me

life past on

well life pass on ryt, 4 the last 2 days, i been nt myself i mean hw can i be after lossing her after being 2gether it is kinda hard 2 get over it cuz dis happen nt once but twice in a year,

but 1 thing i hav learned frm the past experience, i hav my mei's & friends 2 backed me up no matter hw far it will take they still stand behind me, they are the light of my life & i m realli thankful 4 it guys. all my mei's i thked u all especially shirley mei & yee munn mei 4 being there 4 me

kimberly loh u been the funny buddy in my life, u always ask me 2 cheer up haha well i guess it is working nw so i TQ sooo much 4 it & also jovy 4 cheering me up also & sowee yah if i was moody ytd =X

& nt 2 4get Jaycee also 4 temaning me abt makan luuu~~ TQ yah~~

i will work hard 2 bring back the smiles back on my face aite guys & thks 4 ya support i will work hard~~

life must start anew & nt memories are meant to be in the past.
"ytd was history, tmr is mystery, but 2day is a gift tat is y they called it present"

tagged by joeyyy~~:)

7 fakta tentang saya:
1. saya suka tembak kawan saya yang tidur dengan bola kertas
2.saya suka tidur dalam class
3.saya suka sms di dalam class semasa cikgu sedang ajar
4.saya suka menari ikut michael jackson di belakang cikgu semasa cikgu sedang tulis di papan kenyataan.
5.saya paling benci~~~ orang yang kentut dlm class 0.0
6.saya paling suka bermain badminton
7.saya sangat baik dlm pertuturan BM luu


7 perkara yang menakutkan saya:
1.lipassssss
2.booooooo~~~ hantu
3.kawan gila ku
4.wajah kawan ku yang gila
5.kerja rumah yang setinggi gunung
6.tandas yang terlalu kotor
7.membuat post dlm bahasa BM kerana terlalu susah


7 lagu buat masa sekarang:
1.Choosey Lover- DBSK
2.ByeBye- Mariah Carey
3.No Air- Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown
4.We got 4 minutes to Save the World- Madonna ft Justin Timberlake
5.Beat it- Michael Jackson (terlalu random)
6.Purple Line-DBSK
7.Girl's Generation- SNSD


7 perkara yang saya selalu sebut:
1.shit
2.Darn it
3.woookayyys
4.i ain't laughing
5.nooooo seriously
6.luuuu
7.ermmm


7 perkara yang amat bernilai:
1. saya~~
2. semua pet sis saya~~
3.semua kawan saya
4.Internet
5.handphone saya
6.IPOD saya
7.duit saya~~$$$


7 kali pertama dalam hidup saya:
1. tulis blog dlm BM
2.cakap dengan cikgu saya dlm BM
3,4,5,6,7 jangan tanya lagi


7 orang yang bertuah:
jovy
zhi weii weii
tsiwey
amelia
shirley meimei
siapa mahu buat tagged ini~~

sad things come in motion

PPfftt wat the heck is goin on around wif my life i mean i was ok a few back happy, pranking ppl & stuff but suddently all change & nw i m beginning wat did i do wrong ?

thn ytd it happen again, the same feeling of pain & suffering i once felt b4 it felt so familiar wayy back in2 january

after all i fought 4 but it is nt enuf ryt i mean i tried my best 2 hold on but it is just nt enuf ryt
all things was running smoothly & i tot everything is gonna b ok but fate always hav it's ways of hitting back at me ryt
i mean taking away nt 1 but 2 of the closest ppl in my life does tat makes u feel better nw huh???~~!!! answer me

both hav smnthing in common : parents minding dis young cpl r.e.la.t.i.o.n.s.h.i.p
the 1st left cuz of parents moving 2 AussiEE but i hav 2 accept it ryt cuz her father gt a job offer there & she has 2 follow it is nt her fault it is nt my fault but still i blame myself 4 letting her go

thn nw after all i hav done 2 keep it goin, she left my life & heart all because of her mum, i mean i did nt do anything wrong, i did nt interfere during her studies, just because her marks drop a lil & u blame tat 2 me??? i mean come on giv me a break nt everybody is perfect but u dun hav 2 interfere in our lives u knw, we are nt pesky lil boys & girls anymore,
but because of u, the relationship hav 2 part ways but i knw u are laughing there cuz u gt wat u wan ryt finally huh???
but nw look hu u hav destroyed just 2 get wat u wan, u look at ur self in the mirror & tell me hu is the real killer nw??? nw u hav m.u.r.d.e.r.e.d. the 1 thing tat kept the cpl 2gether throughout dis 8 months but i knw u dun ever giv a damn ryt since u gt wat u wan but nw u will C wat u hav cause

because of u, u hav affected 2 young ppl their lives & most of all u tot i affected ur daughter results well look back in2 the mirror & u can c urself ryt no... i dun think so................i think u saw a devil ryt huh?? look hu is the monster nw & feel in within urself can u still laugh lyk earlier..

but all dis while i nvr blame u cuz u been a useless person all dis while i mean blaming it on others while all dis while u did nt realise tat i nvr cause any harm 2 u but u hav cause so much harm 2 me physically & metally

the moment u lay ur hand on my face, tat scar remain there but u just stand there scolding me all the time while behind u looking helplessly, ur own flesh & blood was looking at u wif so much hatred
but hav u nt realise i nvr left her side, many ppl would hav just gave up but i nvr gave up u wanna knw y?? cuz i LUV her so much i dun even care abt my self anymore u knw

but in the end, she can't stand the pain anymore & she gave in
so i guess u are laughing nw ryt well look deep inside u & find out wat hav u done

u left a scar in my heart which hurt so much

blog

well nthing muchXD as usual haiz trying 2 b happy but still it ain't working ryt been troubled recently dunno wat is goin wrong.

well i shall blog abt ytd, called shirley meimei 4 awhile chatted wif her abt smnthing & she helped cheer me up, thks yah mei

thn after tat,chatted wif jovy & jaycee 2 teman them but thn fs max comment limit can b annoying sooo sowee jovy =X apart from tat, i stayed on9 till around 1 smnthing cuz nthing else 2 do & trying 2 kill time off b4 heading 2 bed :

& yah my cousin will b heading over on friday which means more ppl in the house which means least place 2 studyy yeeshhhh=X XD cuz whn they come it means more playing thn studying gahhh must concentrate dis time~~~

well byeeee ppl~~~

OMG

omg damn diu lan lerh sei larh i m suppose 2 find info 4 assignment 2day mana tahu once on9 4got liao die jorh gt another 1 hour b4 presenting my findingssss XD oo wikipedia~~ haha lolz

ok let me blog abt ytd haha ermmm ermmm
well did a blog on my pet family since i gt nthing else 2 blog abt sad case larh

& 4 the past week also having problem wif wif stuff which i dun wanna say
if i say it onli either angry or sad i dunno gahhhhhh yyyyyyyy soooo hard my life~~!!!

well back 2 ytd again chatted wif shirley meimei 4 awhile cuz she is doin her KGT project jiayou orh meimei~~

thn after tat teman Jovy doin her projectXD her geo project haha
thn around lyk 1 smnthing, suppose 2 slp liao but thn wanna enter 2 bed, thn receive sms from john asking if i wanna go clubbing anot........
=.='
i wanna enter slp liao thn he ask......
LOL dis was hw the sms goes lorh
john: hey bro wanna go clubbing ant? will b at ruums abt 15 min meet u there yah
Xy: dude ah......i m gonna masuk tidur liao lerh so late baru wanna tell me **yawning**
john: oh icic but thn i m belanja-ing 4 2day worh won't wanna miss out ryt
Xy:ZZZZZzzzzz **whn he reply, i was already slping hahaXD**
john: yooohoooo still there?

thn after 30 min which was abt 2.15 am, he called me a few timees haha XD i m sooo important

haha but sowee was slping jorhXD smnmore drop my phone 2 the floor pulakXD haha


2day: damn kau tired larh gt eye bags smnmore d larh gahhhhh nvr mind ltr after giving info i will slp in class haha XD chioz ppl

my pet family

MY PET FAMILY

Shirley meimei

My closest meimei 2 me & always there 4 me no matter rain or shine & always cheers me up & always share her laughter wif me & also the onli meimei in my pet family tat can do bubu face XD~~~ & it is cute lerhXD lubbb u lotss & loadsss meimei

Joslyn meimei

my cute & dancing loving meimei & also lyks 2 camwhoreXD haha but yesss she is pretty & cute also lolz

Yee Munn meimei

she is the sexyyy meimeiXD & she is my funniest meimei cuz she can always make me laugh just by looking at me hmm gt powers orhXD lubbbbb meimei ahhhhh (luu will post up meimei's pic soon orh)

Wen Wen aka Wen Li meimei

she is my 1st meimei 2 join my family & she has change alot from a cute ballet dancer in2 a hawtt meimeiXD lolz but no matter wat i will always lubbb her loadssss & currently planning 2 become movie director lolz

Cherry meimei

she is cute adorable & abit camera shy but still she is gd in anime drawings & i always lubb her no matter wat hugzzzzzzzzzz

Jasmine meimei

she is cute & adorable & also a pro in audi & also my apple provider & always makes me laugh even whn i m sad awww i lubbbbb u orh meimei~~

Crystal meimei

she is just so cute & always there 4 me no matter wat & she is realli nice also lubb her loadsss

They are all my pet family & i lubbb them all hugzzzzz & dis blog is done specially 4 them

tata ppl

1u trip

LOL finally my seniors did nt AFK me finally muahahaha i m soo proud & touch XD haha well after the whole morning of discussing hu sit hu's car finally at 2.30pm we all left XD haha

since it was afternoon & we haven hav our lunch yet LORH cuz the seniors lorh haha so we decided 2 hav lunch at Fish & Co. LOL but smn ended up eating at Mc Ds cuz Fish & Co. nt enuf place 2 sit hahaXD so after eating lunch which cost RM 300+ OMG we eat alot XD haha we all meet back at GSC cuz wanna c show lorh & we all watch mummy 3: the tomb of the dragon emperor overall, we gav the show abt 7.5 / 10

After the movies, we all wanted 2 play bowling hahaXD so kinda ended up playing wif 4 lanes haha XD & ohyay~~~ i m among the top scorers XD haha i hit a 158 game wow personal record XD haha but wat happen in the next game i dunwanna say XD haha~~

After bowling, smn of the seniors gtg liao cuz lerh **ahem** their mum XD lolz as 4 smn of us still hang around 1u lorh do smn shopping & walking LOLz haha thn around 6 smnthing i gtg cuz lerh **ahem** nw my mum XD haah lolz b4 goin back i sent a few of my friends balik 1st luu but i kinda gt lost hahaXD still need their direction tho lol well after tat reach back home & slowly massage my bowling hand cuz i can't feel it XD haha well will update ltr lolz haha byeeeeXD

blog

okie ermmm dunno wat 2 blog abt yet haha still thinking cuz nthing much happen 2day hahaXD lolz
well nw hmm chatting wif shirley meimei & jasmine meimei . LOL awwww both of them are soooo cute lerhXD haha & i lubbbbbbbb them both heheXD lolz~~~ oo jasmine meimei eating A-P-P-L-E nw orh i wannnnn T.T lolz haah~~~~

LOL

haha okie let me c haha class just over & i m doin nthing currently lol just sitting on the chair & on9-ing & looking at my friend hu keep on combing his hair since the class started abt 2 hours ago haha fashion ego maniac larh him haha comb so long but cnt comb nice alsoXD haha

nw waiting 4 justin aka kap chai 2 come back wif our lunch haha he went away abt 12 min ago liao but still nt back yet haiz must kena si pek ltr whn he come back haha

the usual fashion queen of the class Jessie & Julie the double J's as they are call r putting make up on as usual haha always 24/7 go out wan larh them XD

the rest haha ermmm throwing paper balls & talking crap lorhXD haha & hor calvin at the corner there bz sms-ing wif smn1 haha XD most probably lerh sms-ing wif smn1 apart from his mum XD haha lol

as 4 me haha the usual on9-ing & waiting 4 smnthing or smn1 LOL especially justin LORH still haven come back wif our lunch yet ahhh
LOL hungry ppl is an angry ppl XD

well chioz 4 nw haha byeeezzzzz

another day another day

LOL hey ppl lolz ermm ermmm dunno wat 2 do 2day hahaXD wanted 2 go 2 1u but thn again worried tat my friends wilL AFK me as usual (they usually do tat) haha XD

LOL apart from tat nthing much 2 blog abt 2day hmm nthing exciting yet gahhh
so i think i ends things here 4 nw hahaXD lolz cya ppl

lol

lol haha morning ppl~~XD haha luuu hmmm lol 2day haha B-O-R-I-N-G XD lolz haha cuz lerh same thing lyk ytd mah study againXD lolz haha ooOooo & i passed my college physics II exam muahahahahahahaa i dunno hw i did tat lolz haha

LOL ermm apart from tat lol nthing much haha lolz well ytd chatted wif Shirley meimei & Joslyn meimei XD haha luuuuu thn lerh ermmm SLPPPP XD lolz haha
well will keep on posting haha lolzXD & jaycee ah vewee guai lui ytd cuz she did nt go out muahahahaXD lolz

tata tsk tsk byeeeee

lol

morning bloggerssssssXD lolz haha ytd slp kinda late haha around 1 am smnthing lyk tat haha lolz cuz was helping shirley meimei with her blog hahaXD lolz but it was fun hahaXD & also help giv idea 4 debate deng deng deng lolz i m good in debate hahaXD nah just kidding XD lolz well apart from tat haha another day & another slurpeeXD
lolz lol well thn tata 4 nwXD will update ltr againXD lolz cya~~

ahem

lol well nthing much happen 2day luu haha except chatted wif my meimei ღ mai ღ earlier lolz haha well nw hmmm playing my PSP while chatting wif Jaycee & Li Yuen luuu haha XD & also trying 2 fix my head set problem cuz 1 of the cap came off great hahaXD lolz~~~

oo welll looks lyk i will update soon again hhaaXD lolz realli soon lyk tmr haha~~

chioz 4 nw ppl~~~

lol

hahaha finallly my exam has finish muahahahaha still gt more 2 come tho but it is a start hahaXD lolz nthing much happen after exam hahaXD lolz apart from chatting wif my meimei nw luuuuuu my adorable meimei ~ღ mai ღ~ wheeee lubbbb her loadsss XD lolz she is adorable orh dun even think abt disturbing her yah if nt lerh haha u knw wat will happenXD lolz



well chioz 4 nw hahaXD cya~~

lol

exam 2day haha wish me luckkk XD lolz ohyah & gd morning