changes

So many things as people say can change so much in just a short time..
not so long ago, everything was going well but it just takes a while before it changes.
now me and you, have drifted away from that close into that far..

i waited and waited, but in the end the chance did not come
for that, it ain't your fault..
maybe it was mine after all for not taking the chance..
but all those time, i been wondering..
was i even given the chance to start with?..
this feeling of uncertainty led me away from everything i hold dear to me..
but even after all that, i was still holding to false hope..
even a tiny glimpse of hope..
which may never come after all..
so i guess shall i give up?..
yeah, i am fighting a losing battle anyway..
i guess you may not know how i felt after all with your new found partner..
guess i think i just seal this lost feelings somewhere deep inside of me so it will never be heard of again..
but hey i will hold on to my promise to being a friend to you..
but did you hold your promise?..

to that, i guess i could say, wish you all the best with your new found partner..
as for me, i guess i shall stand at the background..

goodbye girl..